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guys I'm gunna make a new Livejournal.
this one has done nothing but get me in troubloe and plus the school therapist looks at it every day!
grrrrrrrrr.
so I'm gunna make a new one and it will be friends only.
I"m making it friends only so the school can't look at it.
I made this to let out my emotions and have fun and make new friends
not get me in trouble
I can't think of a good new name so
leave me comments with some.
and maybe just maybe I'll use the name you came up with!
or a variation of it!
thanks sooo much!
_Sarah Anne
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[02 Jan 2005|10:33am] |
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The Blood Brothers - Siamese Gun |
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I always new I was a little emo bitch
"I want an emo bitch to marry me..... oh hey look! One is! YAY! My life is complete!"
-- Harvey! Man, I love him sooo much!
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| Goodbye Cruel World |
[31 Dec 2004|05:30pm] |
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NIN - Hurt |
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My heart spills out into my fingers, through my pen and onto this piece of God forsaken piece of paper.
I wake up everyday, without a purpose or place, constantly pondering tomorrow, hoping it never comes. Why hope when there is no guarantee that tomorrow will be better than today, no guarantee that I will ever feel happy again. How can there be hope when theres a chance that things could only get worse?
I feel like crying, yet how can I cry when Ive forgotten the way a tear is born in my eye, live down my cheek, and die on my chin?
I have good friends, they tell me how much they love me, how much they constantly care for me, but what I cannot understand is why I dont believe them.
Im scared, scared of being happy again because Ive forgotten how to smile, forgotten what it feels like to be happy; the darkness is so familiar to me. I could smell it in the air, taste it in the water, and feel it in the earth. I feel numb, emotionless; I wonder what the meaning of life is for one like me an empty soul.
I want to free myself of this monster that haunts me everyday, devouring me slowly as I walk through the jungle, the forest, the desert, the huge world of which I am only one small person.
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| I'm a fake I'm a fake I'm a fake |
[30 Dec 2004|12:54pm] |
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I feel fake |
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The Used - I'm A Fake |
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Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand ( fucks )?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife</font></font>
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| nyc rocks! |
[28 Dec 2004|08:29pm] |
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the Montly Crue cd Will bought for me! THANKS WILL! I <3 IT! |
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I woke up and called Will at 8 to make sure he was up then we three
way-ed Mason to wake her up. And then I hung up and got dressed and
went to the bus stop at 9:55am with my mom. Then at like 9ish the bus
came and we got on the bus and to go into the city.... we were on the
bus and yada yada yada.... well yeah you know that part. So we got off
the bus and then went out to the street form Port Athority to catch a
cab to go to my dad's work. We would have walked but it was too cold.
So we got in the cab and like some werid like Iragie was driving and
like spoke Iragen or whatever you call that language and it was odd.
Then we got out of the cab and asI did I slipped on the pavement....
don't ask. Haha. Then we met up with ym dad had breakfest at this nice
diner by his work. I got a coffee and a scrambled egg and cheese on a
poppy sead roll. Then yada yada yada we met up with Will and Mason and
went to my dad's work and were in the audiance for Dayside.... free
tickets. And then yeah it was boring then we picked up Justan and went
to The Dinosouar Barbeque. We took ( photos ) too. All the big photos were taken on Will's camera and the smaller ones were taken on mine
♥ Sarah Anne
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[28 Dec 2004|05:56pm] |
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my montley crue cd from Will! YOUR THE BEST WILL!!!!! |
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Girl -- Slow down. Im scared.
Guy -- No this is fun.
Girl -- No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy -- Then tell me you love me.
Girl -- Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy -- Now give me a BIG hug.
-=Girl hugs him=-
Guy -- Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.
(In the paper the next day):
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived.
The
truth was that halfway down the road, the guy had realized that his
brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had
her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her
wear his helmet so that she would live, even though it meant that he
would die.
If there's anyone you love this much, re-post this.
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| I LOVE YOU GRANDPA!!!!! |
[27 Dec 2004|11:44am] |
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Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Maps |
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hey guys!
I'm back from 'cuse finally. It was nice but a bit depressing. I'll post photos from it later. My grandpa's not doing so hot. To be honest his health is fading. I'm gunna miss him so much. He's like my grandpa and like I talk to him and a lot and like we're close.... damnit why do I keep saying like!!! Oh yeah I hung out with my preppy cousins and their little preppy friends..... it tends to ahve an effect on me don't worry it will like fade away in like a few days. Damn I hope less....
well yeah. So how was your holidays? ^.^
right now I'm bored. I"m doing nothing.... well I'm talking to Rich on yahoo. It's pretty funny. Well I'm bored stiiiiiiillll. I gotta shovle the snow in a bit. Dont wanna. I'm resizing the photos man.... man there's alot..... 98 hmmmm..... well my computer didn't upload all so I gotta delete the file then re-upload it..... sucks man sucks big red harry saggy wringlly balls. AHHH I CAN'T STOP SAYING LIKE!!!!! But Chris is on so WOOHOO PARTY TIME!!! I'm tlaking to Chris on aim.
Chris is the shizznit! FO SIZZLE!
anywho I'm bored and I need a hug.........
I want hugs now bitcxh!!!!
heehee ^.^
oh yeah if anyone can help me out with Photoshop because I'm stupid and can't figure it out please PLEASE PLEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASE help me
thanks!
pee ess.... I LOVE YOU HARVEY!!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
♥Sarah Anne
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| cold |
[20 Dec 2004|02:37pm] |
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Hole - Doll Parts |
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today sucks
it's cold.It's like 60degress or below in my house and like the heater
is broken hense why it's cold. and I'm sick as hell. My dad is sick.
I'm introuble for having to stay home because my illness is contagious.
We found that out becuase I gave it to my dad on accedent. Now I'm
watching something on Disney about germs it's some werid cartoon. And
I'm talking to Manda Panda and Tim. I just had an odd convo with Manda
Panda. It's pretty funny. ( Read it here. ) That's a funny convo. But man I miss Harvey. Like
everything I do makes me miss him more. And it's not the months that
pass they get me it's not the weeks it's not the days it's not the
hours it's the minutes knowing I"m only seconds away from hearing his
voice, feeling his touch, being in his persance. It kills me know that
at this second I could be with him, but I'm not. I'll wait forever if I
have to for him. Man I love him soo much. I really am in love. I am
sure that this is the man I want to spend the rest of my life with. Now
and forever more. ^.^ I love him soooo much ^.^
♥HRB+SAG♥
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[19 Dec 2004|12:34pm] |
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FFAF - Bend Your Arms To Look Like Wings |
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To pick up Harvey: If I were to ask you for sex... would your answer be the same as the answer to this question?
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..............just for the kicks
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| the ballad of the photos |
[18 Dec 2004|02:55pm] |
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FATA - I'm Best At Ruinning My Life |
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my lame photography
( the ballad of the photos )these are copyrighted! So no stealing them! If you do I'll hunt you down, bitcxh!!!
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[18 Dec 2004|12:15pm] |
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FFAF - Red Is The New Black |
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( is this love? )
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[18 Dec 2004|10:53am] |
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Death Cab For Cutie - Styrofoam Plates |
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| so long |
[09 Dec 2004|04:24pm] |
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oaky guys I think this may be my last entry.
this journal has done nothing but get me into trouble.
and it's pretty pointless since no one reads it.
I know who really reads it by who comments.
and no one ever comments.
so I ahve exposed my life to world.
with thought that maybe this way someone would read it and showed they cared.
but no one does.
maybe my mind can be changed.
since I'm never sure of ym dissions.
but right now it looks like it will stay with what my thoughts are
so long
♥Sarah
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| updated XMAS list |
[05 Dec 2004|08:19pm] |
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Brand New - Okay, I Believe You But My Tommy Gun Don't |
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My XMAS list:
+HIM cds
+HIM Clothing
+Photoshop
+Photo printer
+new computer monitor [I broke mine]
+new computer keyboard [broke that too]
+Nirvana 3disk cd set
+Nirvana clothing
+money [I'm broke.... don't be greedy help the needy...... I'm needy give me money!]
+black eyeliner
+neon eye shadows... green, yellow, orange, ect.
+plain eyes shadows... brown, and skin colors
+dark eyes shadows... black, grays, whites, ect.
+black mascara
+band tees [I'm starting a band merch collection... anyband send me your stuff and become immortal in my eyes!]
+band merch
+scarfs... plaid, stripped, polkadotted, ect.
+sweaters... solid colors, stripped, plaid, ect.
+yarn
+knitting sticks... yes peoples I do knit.
+duct tape
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| new Lj name |
[05 Dec 2004|12:27pm] |
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The Blood Brothers - Love Rhymes With Hiseous Car Wreck |
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okay guys I'm thinking about making a new Lj...
so lets take a poll on it....
post a comment putting a + if you think I should
and a - if you think I shouldn't
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